How few there are who depart this life with
their sins completely effaced! The guilt of their
mortal sins is all washed away in the Precious
Blood of Jesus and the eternal punishment that
they deserved is remitted. But there is still a debt
of temporal punishment to be paid; and till this
is paid, the soul cannot, and would not wish to,
enter Heaven. Some will remain in Purgatory until
the Day of Judgment; others for long years or
centuries. How little the atonement that I have
made for my sins! What reason I have to cry out
to God, "Forgive me that debt I owe to Thee,
forgive, O my God, forgive."
Besides the punishment due for mortal sins
not fully atoned, how many venial sins are still
a debt for most men that have to be wiped
out. If through God's mercy I have no debt to
pay for mortal sins, yet there has been a gradual
accumulation of venial sins which will mean a long
sojourn in the fires of expiation. The habit of
venial sin has been strong in me, and has become
almost a second nature. For these I must pray
that God may forgive them before I die, and may
remit the debt due for them.
If this petition is to be granted, it is not
enough to cry out, "Forgive." I must do something,
now, in this life, to atone for all the venial sins
for which there still remains punishment due to the
justice of God. I must give alms; and mortify my
body; and pray much for others; and endure with
patience and resignation the sufferings of this life.
Above all, I must pray that I may have my Purgatory
in this life, if I desire to escape it entirely
in the next.